
Thursday, December 28, 2006

` alwayys loving myy bbiiee ~
jus reach home from clubb .. so tiredd .. ytd after work then went home n wait for bbiiee to knock off from work then go mit him .. we r so hungry so we decided to order mac delievery .. but wtf sia , mus wait for 1hrs plus so bbiiee also sian so we don eat ler .. then i tel bbiiee i veri hungry then he went to cook fried rice for miie .. he told miie tat his other ex-gf he onli cook maggie mee for them onli miie he cook fried rice .. so touched lo .. love euu bbiiee ~ muacks ! thanks for everything tat euu have done for miie .. hee .. then daddyy cal miie .. then we quarrel sia cos he say y i tis few days kip runnning out in the middle of the night .. haiz .. so sad .. cos i miss my bbiiee wan to see him tat's y after he knock from work i always go mit him n pei him .. my dad told miie tat if i got ben shi move all my things out don stay at home anymore .. so sad lo .. then bbiiee's com abit sot sot liao then he kinda of angry n sad cos tat com ish his daddyy buy for his bday present tat 's y he so anxious over it .. then he ask miie to leave him alone then he fall aslp then we wake upp ard 4+ 5 pm then bath n changed then go out liao .. actually plan to go vivo city cos i nvr go be4 then bbiiee promised to bring miie go de but he miting his brother at ps so we nvr go ler .. nvm .. we can go other time .. hee .. then went to ps n mit upp his brother ler then went to mac n eat our dinner then they pei miie go buy xmas present for yenn after tat i went to mit yenn to tamp n get our pay while bbiiee n his brother go cine walk walk n drink .. mit upp yenn ler , we go get our pay then went straight down to mos n mit upp my bbiiee n his brother .. then we enjoying ourself at mos then after awhile saw baobeii n xiuwen then bbiiee's brother ask us to go 7-11 buy some beer n drink .. wah .. i drink 2 bottle of hooch n some mix beer .. wan to vomit liao sia .. so seh lo .. also take pictures wit bbiiee .. my face ish kinda of seh .. haha .. but nvm .. i lyk it can ler .. =)) then we went back to mos i was so seh then go toilet n vomit .. i stil wan to drink but bbiiee told miie tat if i stil wan to drink he don wanna care abt miie ler .. sob .. bbiiee ~ other ppl can don care abt miie but EUU CANT don care abt miie .. =( ard 4+ we go off then go to mac n have our brkfast .. baobeii n xiuwen was here too .. eat ler then we go off ler , say bye to baobeii n xiuwen .. seh bui de my baobeii sia .. really miss her alot lo .. muacks ~ then we take cab home ler .. gonna miss bbiiee alot cos mus wait til fri then can mit him ler .. bbiiee ~ i reallyy love euu alot .. muacks ~ nth can changed myy love for euu .. hee .. =DD

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Monday, December 25, 2006

` myy love for euu wil alwayys be true =/
xmas`eve went to cine to mit yenn n her bf , anthonyy .. we go over to bbiiee's working place n eat .. hehe .. then saw nana n her bf also .. then after eating while waiting for bbiiee to knock off frm work ard 3+ , saw baobeii , xiu wen , ah nai n her frenz .. theyy kanna spray til so jialat sia .. haha .. then ah nai kana molest byy stupid bangala .. then baobeii n their fren all beat him upp then cal police .. send after tat bbiiee knock off from work we sent yenn go take cab home then we go watch movie - a night in museum .. hmm .. a veri nice n funny show .. hehe .. some more ish first time watch movie wit bbiiee lo .. so happyy .. tis yr xmas celerate wit bbiiee ^^ after movie then we went home ler .. stil nida work later .. sian ~

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Saturday, December 23, 2006

` myy life stil goes on x)



tue miie after work mit upp wit baby lynies after tat we went to clubb attica , they having da underage partyy .. when we reached almost cant findd the place sia .. it's a clubb some wher ard clarke quay near mos there .. end upp we went in ler , but they don have locker for us to put our bag .. =.='' how do they expect us to dance wit our bags .. was kana of pissed off so i told baby lynies we went to dxo bah .. cos they having underage party also .. so we took a cab over when we reached there dropping down , lynies saw kiro .. =.='' wtf sia .. kiro saw us he faster run away .. kaozz .. ish him ashame of himself or wat? did he nid to run meh .. watever .. fck care him .. anw he jus let miie feel tat he's such a ass lo ..ps* baby lynies , don angry wit i say wor cos i jus speak out my true words .. sorry wor =/ okiie let's continued , then we went to queue upp but omg it's damn fcking packed sia .. the queue was longg til da back of the resturant lo .. almost faint sia .. hahaa .. then we tryy to cut the queue infront then was tis groupp of guys askin us whether we brought the ticket already but we haven so they helpp us to ask their fren whether stil gt ticke available .. okiie , after brought the ticket liao we queue patiently to go inside but it's really damn lots of ppl n the queue ish not moving at all !! baby lynies saw her fren dino also .. end upp they told us their it's full hse they cant let anymore ppl in .. wtf?! fcking wasted our $15 jus to stand dw here n queue ? end upp we cant even get in .. argh * end upp they also nvr gif us a refund .. kaozz !! nvm ... fcking get of tat place n we went to clarke quay mac eat n slack .. then we went over to baby lynies's ex -bf hse , alex .. then we slp til next after noon 2+ then we went to cine n walk walk .. actually wana catch movie but the seats for the earliest timing have sold out ler so we went to eat our lunch then we went to play pool .. after tat we went to bugis n collect baby lynies's shoes n alex went to work .. it's kinda of pissed cos the shoes wasnt done yet .. wahh .. it's getting such a long time to get the shoes done sia .. nvm then we went to village n walk walk then i brought a black shorts for $18 =) after tat we went to mos n mit connie at clarke quay mac .. it's clubbing nite againn ^^ alex msg miie =.='' ahaha .. can see tat he's kinda of interested in miie .. even baby lynies told miie tat he wan to go after miie n let miie fall in love wit him .. omg .. hahaa .. end upp i stil be wit him ler cos i also have feelings for him .. hope he can gif miie the happiness tat i wan .. hee .. =)) bbiiee - i love euu every mins n seconds ^^ .. anw sun it's christma eve ler gonna enjoy ourself to da fullest at town =))

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Monday, December 18, 2006

- missing euu >< -
last wed ish xiuwen actual bday .. then i mit upp baobeii at tpy then we headded to mos then mit upp xiuwen n her fren , julian at mos then the whole mos ish quite bored so we decided to go over to momo .. hmm .. guess it's almost the same bah .. hahaa .. was abit disappointed cos a guy who i feel tat he;s quite cute n shuai didnt came .. though he gt a gf but nt really tat good looking .. anw i don gif a fckin damn .. hahaa .. after club , xiuwen's fren , weilong send us home .. wah .. tired .. afternoon stil gonna go work ler ..
friday after work i went over to mit jason at tamp n his pal .. then we slack at tamp 201 mac there .. baobeii actually wan come down de but then jason they all say tonite they not toning so i tink of morning go over to baobeii's area n have breakfast wit her .. cos she gt some problem wit kiro n she was veri sad n moodless .. ard 3 am jason n miie went upp to his frenz hse then slack at his hse .. see his fren play game while tat stupid jason sleeping .. lolx .. then baobeii call miie n say she n her mum quarrel she wan to come down nw .. so i waited for her to come down then we went over to mac n have our breakfast .. then baobeii's fren deagan came over to fetch over to his fren hse , tat alvin .. =.='' heard some story happened btw him , xiuwen n baobeii then nw stil go over his hse agaiin .. lolx .. then we accompany deagan go eat breakfast liao then go back to his hse n slack ard 12+ baobeii pei accompany miie home bath n changed then we went over to bugis n take her shoes but sad to say the result colour of her shoes was not her statsfied so she ask the lady boss to redo .. then we went over to village n i brought a new shoes for clubbin tonite .. then i went to work ler then at nite mit upp baobeii n xiuwen at tpy then we go mac slack wit yenn .. haiz .. my whole mood was feeling damn low .. becos desmond was going mos but baobeii say today ish their 1st yr anniversary so it wil be veri packed n the cover charge wil be veri exp so we going momo later .. haiz .. i feel tat euu r lyk using my feelings for euu .. euu onli care abt miie when clubbing time .. the rest day euu didnt even bother abt miie .. last time even euu book out for awhile euu also wil come n find miie but nw euu book out euu didnt even care abt miie ..last time euu told tat euu wan to stable down cos euu r tired ler .. but now le euu tel miie tat euu not ready to stable down .. becos of euu ytd i rejected my darlinkg for dinner nvm , i stil waited for euu 4hrs+ at boon lay end upp euu jus send miie a msg n say yr fren gt problem euu cant mit miie .. i'm really veri hurt .. yy do euu have to treat miie tis way .. i noe i'm bad how i treat euu last time when euu lyk miie so i cant blame nw how euu treat miie .. i duno y i tink i'm falling deep for euu .. i jus wish tat we can be last time huggin each other to slp n i love the way euu kisses miie .. everyting have changed .. euu no longer the desmond tat i used to noe ler .. euu will nvr treat miie tat sweet again lyk last time how the way euu treat miie ..
baby , pls don treat miie so cold n ignore miie
it 's veri hurting to miie , i cant take it anymre
i jus miss the days , when we hug together to slp
the way euu kisses miie , the way euu tease miie
n the way euu cal baby n hold my hand when i'm cold
it's all so sweet n loving , i really miss euu alot
but it all seem to be lyk a dream to miie now
how i wish time can be turn back n never stop
my whole mind n brain ish jus all abt euu
n i jus cant stop tinking abt euu ..
baby .. pls come back to miie , i really nid euu
without euu , i cant breathe n move on ..
sighhs **

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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

- lost soul -





back to myy blog .. haven been blogging for a week ler .. lots of tings happenedd .. been clubbing tis few weeks jus to shake my stress off .. went to mos last week for the milkshake party wit baobeii aiko n darlinkg yenn .. omg .. it was damn so packed .. we r squeezing all the way tru .. saw long there too .. n desmond also n he joined us .. we club til 4+ then went for breakfast at mac .. i can really feel tat desmond reali treat miie veri good .. pisces guy r really a good guy .. it seem lyk i'm falling for him ler .. omg .. after breakfast , we all went home ler .. i miss the way euu hug n kiss miie .. really so swt .. i'm sorry tat i lie to euu wat ish in the msn .. i hope tat yr feelings for miie wil true .. i really wan to stable down .. really tired of r/s .. jus wish tat euu wil gif miie all da love , care n concern tat i always long looking for .. i tink i have fallen for euu desmond xD
last monday went to mit upp baobeii go find her dear , kiro at funan .. after tat went to panjang n mit upp wit xiuwen .. then her fren , daniel come over n fetch us to kbox , cinelesiure n celebrate xiuwen's 21st bday .. we was havin fun especially wit baobeii aiko n xiuwen was drunk .. hahaa .. she mess upp the whole rm n we was so paiseh .. lolx .. baobeii quarrel wit kiro n make her cry .. so poor ting .. we all consoled her then enjoy ourself again .. ktvin til 5+ , daniel send us back over to xiuwen hse then xiuwen's fren , julian came over n look after her cos she was really drunk .. then kiro came over to find baobeii then daniel bring baobeii , kiro n miie to mac n had our breakfast there ,, after breakfast , we went back to xiuwen hse n slack til afternoon .. then went home ler ...

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6:30 PM]


Wednesday, December 06, 2006

missing euu always ``
today yenn come find miie after her sch .. we were toking at my work place , eating dinner n having lots of fun .. haha .. boss go oversea lyk no ppl care everyting also anyhow liao .. lolx .. i duno y i jus miss euu so much .. i cant stop tinking of euu every seconds n mins .. i'm going crazy soon tinking of euu .. euu make my whole life n mind going mad ler .. i really wan euu back so much euu noe tat .. i tink i'm a stupid fool .. alot of tings i really wanna do together wit euu .. i really miss euu til i do such ting msg euu such msg n euu nvr even bother to reply miie n i tink euu really detest miie alot nw .. tinking y am i such a person .. but do euu noe tat all tis ting i jus wanna do it wit u onli n no one else .. haiz .. i feel tat euu slashed a knife straight into my heart .. it's bleeding n it wil nvr stop , the scar wil always be there .. n i noe how i hurt euu last time ish the same , the scar wil always be there .. i'm really sorry ~_~ i really wan euu back so much .. i tink euu wont contact miie anymore .. sorry for all my foolishness n childishness to do such ting to euu .. i really wish we can be back lyk last time .. i tell myself tat we r stil young n we wil gif each other time to play , enjoy life .. when we grow older i'm sure euu noe how to tink by tat time hope euu wil come back to miie n i jus wan to married euu only .. no matter wat i wil stil be waiting for euu .. i love euu ...
可不可以不做你的朋友,我只想做你的情人。
好爱你,好想你。。
我爱的好痛苦啊~
不知道应该这么做才能把你忘记。。
被爱是辛福,爱人是痛苦。。

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