Sunday, May 31, 2009
fake peoples
sometimes jus don understand why are there ppl who love to wear a mask n live their life . even yr childhood fren n yr frens for many years , 1 day euu will learn to noe wad kind of person they are . why do some frens haf to becos of $$ quarrel . true frens will never gei gao abt anyting . even if they cant help , anyting can tok out nicely . y do some frens love to LIE so much n making themself lyk a cheapo ~ maybe we shdnt care so much for wad they are behaving cos they are my true frens so i don gif a damn . i jus hope tat we we are doing for them ish our concern as a fren . they wana cherish it ant ish up to them . cos one day , they wil be a loser n end up wit no frens who willing to help them . cos they are jus so fake . even their heart for frenz , family n r/s also fake . jus wana act kelian , so tat ppl wil pity them n make fren wit them . when they need euu , they will tok to euu til so nice lyk the whole world ish so perfect even dead ppl also can let them say til come alive . lols . when yr li yong jia zhi finish liao they don even gif a damn to euu or treat euu lyk a stranger . so obivously their motive ish jus using euu . omg . i cant tink n imagine anymore . cos the whole picture ish so disgusting . their behaviour really disgust miie . no wonder frenz ard them slowly leave. cos they finally found out wad kind of ppl are they . haas . and onli same species ppl wil mix wit same kind de . there's wad ppl always say tis - 狗改不了吃屎~
i simply jus hate those ppl who ish fake to frens so much .. especially LIARs n FAKERs . euu jus totally a loser in life . i tink u should go mediacorp n take up a acting lesson they can teach u how to act more so tat u can lie more skillful . dono wan say ish euu stupid or kum gong . wan to lie also don even noe how to use yr brain . yr lying skill ish so jialat man . so many lou dong let ppl catch . jus feel so sad for euu . y make yrself til so cheap n worthless . acting lyk clown n making us laughing at euu ..
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3:49 PM]
Saturday, May 30, 2009
a fresh day ahead .
sis , after all the quarrels tat we had for the past few months n years . we stil together . tis show tat our bond ish tat strong . even wad ting also cant break us up . as wad ppl always say , true fren no matter how far they gone , they wil stil come bak to euu 1 day . from now on , we shd cherish each other even more . cos we wont noe wad ting will happened next . i don wana regret when i lost it . we shall instead tok out how we feel n wad we r tinking next tym if we any misunderstanding . euu noe , it's not easy to find someone tat euu can trust n relie on so much . even our own relative or even childhood fren will betrayed or hurt euu sometimes in our life . and it's not easy to noe someone's heart . even euu noe them for 10 yrs , euu never noe 1 day they will changed . cos they dono there are ppl ard who cherish them so they tend to hurt them . onli ppl who treat fren wit their true heart wil noe wad a true fren are . n they will never wanna hurt their own frens de . let's hold hand in hand n worked for the better okie ? lastly i still love euu always sis . ((;
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9:41 PM]
Friday, May 29, 2009
sad n heartbroken
hais . i should say everyting ish my fault . i shdnt side my bf n shout at euu . but there's tym when i can shout n him , quarrel wit him becos of euu bt euu didnt even noe . am i such a person who always becos of bf n always side in yr mind now n forever ? i really dono wad to say . my bf told miie tat he don wan to see us quarrel tat's y he choose he rather he ownself suffer yet i stil shout at him , scold n blaming him for telling euu all tis . maybe the words i say jus nw really hurts euu , i apologise to euu - i'm sorry . there's 1 day he ask miie tis qns , isit i fall in love wit u wan become lesbian or wad . i can becos of euu i gif up alot of ting , can quarrel wit him n scold him even can try to hurt myself , crying lyk a mad woman n losing control of myself . but i tel him tis maybe euu never have the feeling of having a true fren beside euu , who wil go tru ups n downs wit euu . when euu r down , she's the one beside euu n pull euu tru . tat's the reason why i behave tis way . tis show tat i do treasure tis frenship wit all my heart . the day after i n him quarrel , i promised him tat i never throw temper on him or scold him anymore , but today i really scold him lyk dono wad . sori baby . since the day we almost lose each other , i treasure u even more . i'm sure tat euu can feel it . i really use my heart to treat euu . i don wana to see euu stressed over tings n sad , i will feel the same way too . but seem lyk , euu happy euu fren miie . euu not happy euu wil choose to leave miie .. even how bad i hurt euu or euu hurt miie , did i ever choose to leave euu before ?? tis show tat maybe without miie in yr life ish no differents . i never wan to say all tis kind of words cos i noe tat both of us wil be hurt . i don wan to hurt euu cos i really cherish n luv euu alot . it need 2 hands to clap . but the other hand already injured n down le . i dono how mani times i nid to survive tis kind of ting . i dono when i will go mad again . i feel lyk i getting depression soon . why cant we jus live peacefully n happily . becos of all those ass hole ppl ish driving us mad . maybe euu leave miie ish rit ba . cos i not a good person tat euu should be holding to , i jus a bad person , wil nvr side euu , who never noe how to cherish euu .. i shdnt be living in tis world . i should be living in hell . i really nid to cool down . who can lend miie a shoulder n cry on . ~_~ i feel tat i'm such a failure n useless . today , i hurt 2 important person tat i love in my life . hais . i'm sorry .
4letters13words1meaning - i !@#$%^&*()_;' euu
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7:30 PM]
Thursday, May 28, 2009
L4D ~~
wake up morning ard 7++ , bathed n changed then headed to chup lao mit nana n david for breakfast . after tat headed to L4D at katong again ~~ l4d ish so fun . then played til afternoon 3++ pm then headed bak home n slacked . actually should fetch baby back from work de . but i fall aslp . ops . sorry baby xDD thanks for being a understanding bf .. x33
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1:40 PM]
Sunday, May 24, 2009
i miss euu soo .
jus woke upp . damn tired sia. baby came home n cook porridge for miie ((; so sweet . hees . suddenly miss euu so much . beii , wonder wad r u doing now . hope euu r doing well in yr hair dressing course . it's been so long we haf mit up . when r euu free to mit miie up ?? :(( missing the days tat we used to hang out together , going for toning session n miting those *cais* . haas . tink bak really veri memorable n we did haf a happy times . beii , i always rmb wad euu said to miie , even tot we don mit often but we stil can talk everyting under the sun . i really miss euu so much . how i wish time wil stop . so we can spend every moment n time together again .
* Ps - bbeii , hope tat we stil can be stil lyk last tym . crapping ard n hanging out together . it's been 4 yrs since i noe euu ler . i don wana lose euu tis lovely fren , baobeii . iloveuu eneleda.L ((;
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1:53 PM]
L4D ~~
wake up ard 5+pm . then eat n slacked awhile headed to mit nana first . then we went to katong for L4D overnight ~ haas . after tat ard 10++ 11pm , david n baby came over to join us . yea . campaign mode ~ haas . teach baby how to play L4D so next tym can play wit miie . xDD ard 1++am baby went home le . left miie , nana n david . we played til morning 8am then went home . tiring sia . but overall ish damn fun luhh . haas. nana ish so addictive over tis game . gg to play again tml . ciaoz ~
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2:07 AM]
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
1 year 3rd month anniversary wit baby ~
Happy 1 year 3rd month baby ~
today's baby n miie 1 yr 3rd month anniversary . hees . ever since after our 1 year , didnt really get to celebrate . cos he's always busy wit his work . n tis few months alot of prob going on . nbm , we are almost seeing each other everyday . so to us , everyday also our anniversary . lols . baby came back home ard 10+pm then bathed , eaten dinner n headed to east coast park . yeah ~ go kiap bear bear . hees . spend alot of $$ ther ler . almost everytime wil go there see got any new hello kittys .i always go there play the jackpot . use the sweet n kana the jackpot . hees . again today baby n i got another new kitty . loved x33 thanks baby for the lovely kitty . cos he spend almost $30 to get tis kitty for miie ^^ . after tat , we sit at the bench nearby the sea n chit -chat . planning for a lunch / dinner for our next anniversary . left for home ard 1 ++ am . lastly , stil wana say ilove euu baby ~ happy anniversary x33
thanks baby for tis lovely kitty x33
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7:22 PM]
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
shopping n L4D ~
Wake upp ard 4+ then bath le mit nana on bus , headed to sim lim n bought my usb modem . then we went to bugis village walked walked while she go get her pay . i bought 2 tops today ((; then headed ops parco the chilli pada nonya restaurant n find her cousin . had our dinner buffet there . after dinner , headed to village lan shop n play L4D ~ woohoo . fun . ard 10++pm headed home . another day jus passed lyk tis . wish to get a pt job soonn ..
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4:25 PM]
Monday, May 18, 2009
boring day .
mit nana up at grandlink for L4D . fun fun ~ haas . all the zombies ~ so scary . lols . we played til 11 + then she went home while i mit baby up at geylang for dim sum . yummy ~ my fav dimsum . located at lor17 . ard 1+ am reached home .
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5:09 PM]
Sunday, May 17, 2009
get well soon gal .
mit nana at sing post for study n dinner . after tat we went to CGH to visit joanne . cos she having fever so admitted to the hospital . chit-chat , slacked n watched some dramatic show . lols . some stupid chena wana showed off how rich they are n their "professional english" omg lo . haas . after tat joanne's zhu came down to find her . ard 2+ went off . shared cab wit nana n zhu . he's a nice guy . good for joanne . take care gal . get well soonn .
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6:21 PM]
i ❤❤ my sis
Forget the past n start afresh . tat's wad i should be doing rit now . really miss those happy moments n laughter tat we 4 had before . tis few weeks really alot of problem goings tru btw us . now everyting over ler . our r/s are even stronger now . as usual i wana say , no matter wad , nothing can break us up . even though how bad we quarrel , we always noe tat we cant gif up on each other . shall us let's work harder future okie sis ? ((; hope euu get a stable job soon n i now will study harder for my coming exams . lastly i wana tel euu , i ❤❤❤ euu sis , sister 184 ~!! ((; 7yrs n stil counting on ❤❤
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2:05 PM]
Thursday, May 14, 2009
thanks to all my beloveds
Really wana thanks to all my beloved frens who are always there for miie when i'm down on the rockery side . without them i really dono wher i wil be at now . at least i feel better now . and more coinscious about how i going handle tings better now . feeling movtivated . tat's wad frens are for . understanding , trustworthy , reliable on n never turn down on euu when euu nid help . hoping for a better life ahead of miie . i wana work hard now , not letting my family , my love ones n beloved frens down . i haf grown up , i'm no longer the young n imature sherry i used to be . i'm changing for the better now . putting more effort in my family , love ones n frenship . never look back , move on wit my life . looking on the brighter side of life happily now. lastly , i ❤❤ all those important beloved frenz in my life now ~~ ^__^
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7:59 PM]
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
cherish wit who euu haf now before it's too late
Had a heart to heart talk wit baby @ east coast today . finally we tok everyting out le . feeling better now . i really hope baby euu wil kip yr promise tat euu will never gona hurt miie , make miie sad , cry again and never leave miie from tis moment on . and euu gonna share wit miie everyting n never kip it inside yr heart . after today , i feel tat our r/s growing stronger . realized tat , maybe without euu i dono wad i gonna become . euu r the one tat i need n reason to live on . from now onwards i will treasure every single mins n seconds moment together wit euu . i really scared the dream will come true . wad i can do now ish to treasure n cherish euu more . baby , iloveeuu 1314 since ❤ o22o2oo8 ❤
my big big love to euu baby x33
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6:16 PM]
looking for part-time jobby
Boredness ish killing miie ~!! need to get a part tym job soon . if not i gonna get mad rotting at home everyday .. so stress upp wit so many things . how i wish tings can be more easier to handle . how i wish tat time can turn back n i never noe him , so i wont bring hatred n guiltyness in me til now . if i never mit euu n know , i might a happy n different person now . hating some1 ish tiring but i'm trying hard to let go now . thanks for the all the tings tat euu haf done to hurt miie but i jus simply cant forgive euu . never n forever . trying hard now to look on brighter side n making tings better .
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2:55 PM]
Sunday, May 10, 2009
heartbroken
really dono wad happened. wad makes euu tink tat i'm such a person . why m i competing wit euu . if treating euu good makes euu feel tat i'm competing wit euu , i rather not treat euu good instead . we promised no matter wad happened we shall not bring the past up . euu r always the 1 who say but yet euu stil the to do it first . i really veri sad to see wad euu u say in yr blog . maybe euu stil dono miie well . i'm no longer the sherry wil gif up my frens becos of bf . seriously i really veri sad tat i'm such a person in yr heart . that the way u tink abt mi . i seriously tel euu smth , no matter how mani ppl ard miie told miie to gif up on euu , euu r jus using miie . i nvr listen to their comments . i use my heart to feel n my eyes to see , whether wad euu did are trueful to miie . i wil prove them wrong . tat's y til nw i stil holding on never gif up tis frenship . but to euu le ? whoever tel u i changed euu also feel tat. euu never even gif yrself n miie a chance to prove them wrong . yes , euu can be the 1 who wil cry wit miie , go out wit miie penniless , when i no $$ also spend wit miie . but haf euu ever tink bak did i do the same to euu also ?? humans do lies . euu don tel miie euu nvr lie be4 ? but after wad i promised euu i firmly tel euu i nvr to lie euu at all after tat . yes maybe sometings i hide from euu , ish the same eu also hide tings from miie nvr tel mie cos euu scared i quarrel or go say my bf . so it the same , we haf our own reason to kip quiet n choose not to say it out . as euu say - silent means make tings perfect . have euu ever really go tink properly ? don becos of 1 ting tat i do wrong or accidentally make euu tink tat i competing wit euu , euu forget all abt the good tings i did for euu . ricky incident , who's the one beside euu support euu ? when euu r lost who the wan guide euu tru ? if i really treat euu as a grass , when ricky did such ting to euu , i wont be heartache or upset , i wil tink tat euu r nobody to miie , whoever wan to do tings to hurt euu not my problem , u deseverd it n tinking how cheap euu r . when euu n david dono run wher , i wont be so worried n cry . but i DIDNT despite euu n look down on euu , i stil treat euu the same as my beloved sister , when david not ard , whose the 1 accompany euu tru . support euu don give up . when euu no $$ , euu nvr ask from miie i wil automatically ask euu take first . so euu tel mi nw , ish tis a fren who wan to competing wit euu wil do such tings ?? when we at ahyi hse , i jus forget to pass euu the lighter , euu straight away say i so selfish . did i ever say such tings to hurt euu?? maybe euu tink i'm always the one hurting euu but euu never realized sometimes euu accidentally hurt miie but i jus kip quiet cos i nvr c yr 1 mistake n covered the thousand n millions of good tings tat euu done for miie . but yet to euu , my 1 mistake already covered my thousands n millions of good tings . lastly i jus wan to say , true fren wil nvr compare how much ting they done for each other . cos our heart noe itself how much tis person treat us . i will stil say tis again , no 1 can break us up , if euu wan to let other ppl to judge who am i let them be . cos they are nobody to miie . whoever wan to say i changed i wil not be affected but i can't accept the fact that euu listen n agreed to wad they say . maybe yes i changed , but i never changed the way i treat euu . i stil treat euu the same . if i changed the way i treat euu , then i'm really sorry n nth to say . but don forget r/s n frenship euu canot never compare them together . of course they way i act infront of euu n my bf ish different . euu cant ask miie to teh infront of euu rit . or euu show the way u r infront of yr bf then show it to miie rit . every1 wil haf diff kind of char infront of r/s , frenship n familys . so euu mus understand tis ting . maybe becos euu r angry jus shoot everyting out . but when euu sit down n think properly , euu r too chong dong . if euu stil carry on to let yr stubborness to lead yr life , euu wil regret wit the ting tat euu lost . seriously i really veri sad n angry tat euu brought back the past but nothing can stop euu from doing it . maybe tis the way euu say out tat wil make euu feel better . don always tink tat euu r always right , euu always the angel , tink back properly . every1 does mistakes. last tym i'm lyk tat i always tink tat i never wrong but i think properly i noe i'm wrong i changed , tat's y tat tym i wil promised n tel euu tat i wont lie cos i realized it a ting tat i canot afford to lose so i mus changed n think maturly . i stil wil say the same ting again , whether euu stil wan continue tis frenship , it's up to euu . i always be ther to welcome euu back , cos since young , few years back til now i still never give up on euu before .
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iamsherry
@bs.com
December 2004
Sherry aka guccii 
